entry 4: pondering

to engage with death. have a handshake with it. the act would rid our greatest fear,wouldnt it? uncertainty. some major religions do provide us with answers, through words of mouth and passing scriptures,but it teaches us to fear it. fear the possibility of eternal torment when death shuts our empty eyes. fear the possibility of carrying too heavy of a sin thatll send you tumbling down heavens stairway. punished like sisyphus in rigor mortis,the boulder will floor us if its merciful.

but even zeus, a god,doesnt know of mercy.

possibility. whether we'll enter heaven or hell, we're still uncertain,and we fear it. fear becomes devotion. devotion...

doesnt sound like much of an answer.